Would I live in peace?
Would She listen to the sea breeze instead of empty vassels?
Sea breezes wipes aways her sorrows..........
She walks along the beach just like her life goes on down the road........
lie on the sand and close her eyes listen to the beautiful sounds around us.
She afraid she can't do it.

She getting more afraid
to live in this world
it's changing it's getting frightening

When i open my eyes can i see
a beautiful world?


you held my hands
but i let it go
you accompany me
I didn't know
you raise me up
i was little
keeps thinking of me
but I be can't bothered

Daddy, you're my everything Thank you. Sorry, I keeps avoiding.




She wants to rest in peace. Silence

She loves her job

Being a hotel operator, must be knowledgable,managable and understanding. I did came across an aggressive guest which was not your fault but you need to apologize to the guest because you're working in a service industry line. Furthermore, not just being apologize you must think a solution how to make the guest appreciated and Satisfied in our service.

Look at the brighterside, some guest are really sweet and nice. You felt that you are friend of theirs.

hopefully, i would excel more in hotel management in future.




















It's my pleasure to serve you...............

HER MIND what is she thinking about?

She can't think properly
She can't work properly
She can't rest properly
Why? is she sick I wondered? who knows? o.O i doubt who cares? o.O she can't be bothered.

Her working environment is like chaos.
her colleagues are nice but some gave her a cold look.
she hates gossips however, she can't avoid it.
duration of working hours is unforgivable. It's killing her!


Friends? lose sense of security
feeling more awkard
is she too sensitive? She doubts.
feeling more distance away from them....................


SHE'S NOT BEING HERSELF? WHO IS SHE?








RUNAWAY FROM ALL? RUN RUN AND RUN!

WELCOME BACK!

Today is Monday it's my first working day of the month. Reached communications department, went to sign in at the supervisor desk. Surprisingly, Ratnah gave me a surprised facial expression that why I'm working today since after i left comms for a period of time. Glanced at the clock it still early before my working time begins went to the pantry and take a rest.

Suddenly, Felicia called me and shaked my hands which she welcome me back to comms. I felt honored which my manager thinking so highly of me. I will not disappoint you Felicia I promise.
Mid-afternoon, came across this caller which he would like to complain about the dinning reservations he had made last week. He was frustrated why didn't the prego restaurant reply his voicemails which he had left last week. I informed Ratnah about it and she said she'll solve the problem for me as I'm out for lunch.


Anyways, I'm looking forward to serve the upcoming F1 racers who is staying with us.







She's determined? or tired?

Her Childhood Life

When I was a little girl, I'm quiet and timid all times. Probably my mum scold me too offen which make my character turn out like that. When I was in kindergarten, I offened bullied by my friends maybe I'm a vegetarian or quiet person which easily to be bullied. It's reminds me that I have a kind friend called Fiona, she is a pretty, friendly and kind girl. I always have the sense of security when I stays with her if she was to be absent from school, I will felt moody and restless for the whole day. Last time my parents and my friends parents used to had a mindset which " Challenge" compared each other child and see who is the best.

Unfortunately, the days with Fiona was short. Because Maggie another friend of mine who was jealous that i'm close with Fiona. Slowly Fiona and I lose confidence with each other makes the friendship worsen. I doubt Maggie hates me so much till she can do lots of cruel things behind me. This is the childhood life that I will never forget which thought me a lesson don't be afraid or quiet be social with people and look confidence all times.


Now, I have already grown up to be a sensible girl. All thanks to my friends and family encourgement.




Happiness? you can't buy happiness because it's priceless

Glad to know the truth...........

It's Saturday! hahas woke up early morning just to watch " Just for Luck" cast by Lindsay Hohan. The movie was interesting it thought us how to manage our daily lifes.

Afternoon, Si Hui's Dad lifted me a ride to tian jue for spring cleaning today. What a coincidence! met godpa on way to tian jue hahas poor godpa his knee is painful but his movtiation make his way come to tian jue! excellent! I'll not feel bored too because while i'm doing the spring cleaning, I can chat with him. cool He was telling me that Uncle Com, godma's one of the twins brother his wife gonna give birth a second child soon! that's why godgrandma went to United States to look after them. And I told godpa i realised godma carry a Couch bag which is a new one. Godpa said it's her birthday gift which Uncle Bin bought for godma. What a lovely brother she have! :)
Surprisingly, godpa told me he used to be a heavy smoker last time. I asked him how he quit for smoking. He said lao mu which heavenly mother helped him if not he still a smoker now.
In conslusion, I believes everybody have their mistakes that done blindly but if you realise it earlier it's not too late for you. :)

At night, went to tian guo for religions class hahas met Pei Yi (Janelle) again! just a short chat with her. I remind her about our upcoming fo tang anniversary. It's embrassing that i don't bus 168 where to alight when reach to Pair Ris. >.<>
sorry Pei Yi don't mind I look country bumpkin.


Glad to hear that daddy illness is improving, which was told by the doctor. Hope he will get well soon!




She wants to thank god that she is fortunate for everything she has.............

How lucky I am!

Sorry jing jing, I should meet you out today however, I'm sick and had a bad flu .............. sorry gal once again sorry........... meet up soon? this time i'll treat you trust me ! ;D

Mummy! she's not working today yayy! I loves her cooking it's superb.. you can't compare with the outside foods her Culinary skills is the best! hmm what is her menu today? hot dogs, potatoes and leafy vegetables yummy! my favourite!Thanks OH MA! (in korean)

At night, went to tian guo for tang zu hui. ( so called religious meetings) I wore a sweater that mummy bought me it's looks weird lols however, i still wore it because she bought it for me thanks mummy! In the bus, godpa sat with me and just have a casual chat. Here's the conservation:

godpa: What are you holding on?
Me: I holding an ipod nano.
godpa:wah! stylelo! precisely same as ur godma's ipod.
Me: o.O really? what's the colour?
godpa: silver.
Me: o.O i see.

Reached tian guo, mummy went to ladies while I wait for her at the atrium. Went to third storey, to listen the speaker. Before the lesson starts, I heard xue ling jie jie voice... she went to Nepal for religious trip and video it to let the audience to watch how's the life in Nepal.
I felt fortunate after watching this video it was touching especially when they had their lunch instead of forks and spoons they used the plants stalks as their utenils. Poor thing! Next year, I wanna follow xue ling jie jie go to Nepal , India or Sri Lanka . I'm looking forward to it..............
I want to lao yuan to correct all my sins away...................


She wants to go Nepal.............. and share their happiness with them.........