Learn to be independence

Early morning, went to Supermarket bought some goceries that mummy ordered me to buy as we were preparing for tomorrow's tang qin. Without hesitation, i bought the trolley along with me and set off for marketing.

Reached white sands, the place was so crowded. I kept shifting my trolley because i'm afraid that i'll hurt or injured to others i was so cautious.lol Finish marketing went back home immediately. Mummy said: " Why didn't you buy ketchup?" I said: YES! in an aggressive manner. >.< "Please checked is in the bag." Mummy: Oh! sorry sorry.

Late afternoon, helped mummy to make the wanton balls hahas i folded liked a fan shape.
this year, mummy minimise her cooking because she's sick and daddy illness not fully recovered yet. I'm worried. >.<>
Well, i am.

At night, went to tian guo for lesson. It's pretty rare that shan ru sat with me in the bus while heading to tian guo and back home. We had a casual chat and shared each others opinons of schooling and overseas issues. (:


she's bearing it and holding on........

You were not beside me
when i need you
my mind is all about you
BUT you can't be bothered.

I felt that i'm useless
i'm not pretty as the girls out there
i'm not capable as the girls out there


But i knew that i have the dignity to tell you,
I'm not afraid to face the challenges

You think of me
but i didn't know
I believe our hearts it's still together

We shared our moments together
when will do that again?
it's keeps wondering me

Are we still together?
or just a stranger to become friends?

I'm afraid.
I'm afraid of all
the fear is coming
the cold war had started
just wondering when will it be ending the cold war?


We did treasure last time,
it seems to be over
it's breaks like an egg to my heart



She is uncertain .......

BORED!

HAPPY 8th ANNIVERSAY TO DING TONG GANG!

I screwed up during the " New hire Oritentation Programme" the time spent in the Mercury room was grossed and it's killing me! The worst was Tanya who came from New Jersey, I need to have effective listening because she speaks l as fast as a bullet train. Well, she is a trainee at the fairmont front desk she will be the future front desk manager i guessed.

We had been chatting since yesterday. She was asking me how's the tofu? actually it's beancurd not tofu. Hahas chill tanya. She is friendly and socialitze person. I hope we can chat more about hospitality issues.

She misses her lovely gals badly

A close touch
she didn't sense before
this feeling had been a period
will it be forever like this?

You hurt me as if you didn't knew it
till you realised it
it was too late

You say bad words to me
I always kept within in my heart
it was so painful till it's like a needle poking it.

Once upon a time,
you knew me
but it just a story
will it be reality?

I felt silly sometimes
silly like a country bumpkin
but it's alright I'm silly because I have my own good personalities

She is a simple girl
who lives in a complicated life
how complicated was it?
she doubts
well, let's god to decide

Back to her ex school

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMANDA!

Early morning, mummy prepared breakfast for me. Thank you mummy! the tuna sandwich was really delicious! yummy! That's make my day a beautiful one.

Both of us left home around 6:45am. Perfect! the bus arrived on time for today that's strange.
Anyways, we were not late.Board the train mummy and I slept till city hall. When you feel sleepy, you'll felt that the jouney of the train travels very fast. We alight together and walked in separate ways.

I walked to the empolyee entrance, scanned my stupid "J card" it's tooks me five minutes to scan shit! almost everyday the same situation.

After work, meet up with Farhana at the school main gate as we wanna get our testimonals. Mr collin!
you did not change still the same old joker! hahas. lol



she miss her teachers lots