Would I live in peace?
Would She listen to the sea breeze instead of empty vassels?
Sea breezes wipes aways her sorrows..........
She walks along the beach just like her life goes on down the road........
lie on the sand and close her eyes listen to the beautiful sounds around us.
She afraid she can't do it.

She getting more afraid
to live in this world
it's changing it's getting frightening

When i open my eyes can i see
a beautiful world?


you held my hands
but i let it go
you accompany me
I didn't know
you raise me up
i was little
keeps thinking of me
but I be can't bothered

Daddy, you're my everything Thank you. Sorry, I keeps avoiding.




She wants to rest in peace. Silence

She loves her job

Being a hotel operator, must be knowledgable,managable and understanding. I did came across an aggressive guest which was not your fault but you need to apologize to the guest because you're working in a service industry line. Furthermore, not just being apologize you must think a solution how to make the guest appreciated and Satisfied in our service.

Look at the brighterside, some guest are really sweet and nice. You felt that you are friend of theirs.

hopefully, i would excel more in hotel management in future.




















It's my pleasure to serve you...............

HER MIND what is she thinking about?

She can't think properly
She can't work properly
She can't rest properly
Why? is she sick I wondered? who knows? o.O i doubt who cares? o.O she can't be bothered.

Her working environment is like chaos.
her colleagues are nice but some gave her a cold look.
she hates gossips however, she can't avoid it.
duration of working hours is unforgivable. It's killing her!


Friends? lose sense of security
feeling more awkard
is she too sensitive? She doubts.
feeling more distance away from them....................


SHE'S NOT BEING HERSELF? WHO IS SHE?








RUNAWAY FROM ALL? RUN RUN AND RUN!

WELCOME BACK!

Today is Monday it's my first working day of the month. Reached communications department, went to sign in at the supervisor desk. Surprisingly, Ratnah gave me a surprised facial expression that why I'm working today since after i left comms for a period of time. Glanced at the clock it still early before my working time begins went to the pantry and take a rest.

Suddenly, Felicia called me and shaked my hands which she welcome me back to comms. I felt honored which my manager thinking so highly of me. I will not disappoint you Felicia I promise.
Mid-afternoon, came across this caller which he would like to complain about the dinning reservations he had made last week. He was frustrated why didn't the prego restaurant reply his voicemails which he had left last week. I informed Ratnah about it and she said she'll solve the problem for me as I'm out for lunch.


Anyways, I'm looking forward to serve the upcoming F1 racers who is staying with us.







She's determined? or tired?

Her Childhood Life

When I was a little girl, I'm quiet and timid all times. Probably my mum scold me too offen which make my character turn out like that. When I was in kindergarten, I offened bullied by my friends maybe I'm a vegetarian or quiet person which easily to be bullied. It's reminds me that I have a kind friend called Fiona, she is a pretty, friendly and kind girl. I always have the sense of security when I stays with her if she was to be absent from school, I will felt moody and restless for the whole day. Last time my parents and my friends parents used to had a mindset which " Challenge" compared each other child and see who is the best.

Unfortunately, the days with Fiona was short. Because Maggie another friend of mine who was jealous that i'm close with Fiona. Slowly Fiona and I lose confidence with each other makes the friendship worsen. I doubt Maggie hates me so much till she can do lots of cruel things behind me. This is the childhood life that I will never forget which thought me a lesson don't be afraid or quiet be social with people and look confidence all times.


Now, I have already grown up to be a sensible girl. All thanks to my friends and family encourgement.




Happiness? you can't buy happiness because it's priceless

Glad to know the truth...........

It's Saturday! hahas woke up early morning just to watch " Just for Luck" cast by Lindsay Hohan. The movie was interesting it thought us how to manage our daily lifes.

Afternoon, Si Hui's Dad lifted me a ride to tian jue for spring cleaning today. What a coincidence! met godpa on way to tian jue hahas poor godpa his knee is painful but his movtiation make his way come to tian jue! excellent! I'll not feel bored too because while i'm doing the spring cleaning, I can chat with him. cool He was telling me that Uncle Com, godma's one of the twins brother his wife gonna give birth a second child soon! that's why godgrandma went to United States to look after them. And I told godpa i realised godma carry a Couch bag which is a new one. Godpa said it's her birthday gift which Uncle Bin bought for godma. What a lovely brother she have! :)
Surprisingly, godpa told me he used to be a heavy smoker last time. I asked him how he quit for smoking. He said lao mu which heavenly mother helped him if not he still a smoker now.
In conslusion, I believes everybody have their mistakes that done blindly but if you realise it earlier it's not too late for you. :)

At night, went to tian guo for religions class hahas met Pei Yi (Janelle) again! just a short chat with her. I remind her about our upcoming fo tang anniversary. It's embrassing that i don't bus 168 where to alight when reach to Pair Ris. >.<>
sorry Pei Yi don't mind I look country bumpkin.


Glad to hear that daddy illness is improving, which was told by the doctor. Hope he will get well soon!




She wants to thank god that she is fortunate for everything she has.............

How lucky I am!

Sorry jing jing, I should meet you out today however, I'm sick and had a bad flu .............. sorry gal once again sorry........... meet up soon? this time i'll treat you trust me ! ;D

Mummy! she's not working today yayy! I loves her cooking it's superb.. you can't compare with the outside foods her Culinary skills is the best! hmm what is her menu today? hot dogs, potatoes and leafy vegetables yummy! my favourite!Thanks OH MA! (in korean)

At night, went to tian guo for tang zu hui. ( so called religious meetings) I wore a sweater that mummy bought me it's looks weird lols however, i still wore it because she bought it for me thanks mummy! In the bus, godpa sat with me and just have a casual chat. Here's the conservation:

godpa: What are you holding on?
Me: I holding an ipod nano.
godpa:wah! stylelo! precisely same as ur godma's ipod.
Me: o.O really? what's the colour?
godpa: silver.
Me: o.O i see.

Reached tian guo, mummy went to ladies while I wait for her at the atrium. Went to third storey, to listen the speaker. Before the lesson starts, I heard xue ling jie jie voice... she went to Nepal for religious trip and video it to let the audience to watch how's the life in Nepal.
I felt fortunate after watching this video it was touching especially when they had their lunch instead of forks and spoons they used the plants stalks as their utenils. Poor thing! Next year, I wanna follow xue ling jie jie go to Nepal , India or Sri Lanka . I'm looking forward to it..............
I want to lao yuan to correct all my sins away...................


She wants to go Nepal.............. and share their happiness with them.........

She needs a time machine..........bring her back.........

First thing caught on my mind was " Am I schooling today?" or " No School today?"
Confused. Answer was : No school today. And why am I so sad? school holidays I should be happy and why do I looked so glum? Probably I missed TA mates too much precisely ! everyday I woke up so early just to rush for school I think it's kind of habit already. All of sudden, no schooling a bit weird for me I believe TA mates had the same sentiments with me.

Dear TA mates,

It's my pleasure to meet you guys thoughout this nine months I'm really happy to know you guys ! You guys are really awesome to me. I remembered the first performance we had was the class cheers. Nabilah, she was the first girl that caught my attention as she danced I loved the movements and steps. After that, the rest of the gals and I joined in and practiced the steps.
The unforgettable was,We WON! the champion! cool It's makes me have the sense of satisfaction after the class cheer. Though, we had sorrows and misunderstanding but we are always the united TA! Once again, thank you for the moments it's make a memorable one for me. ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR FUTURE GUYS!

LOVE,
THERESA



HER DING TONG GANG ( since 14 feb 2008)

Dear Ding Tong Gang members,

we have the fate to know each other, it's my pleasure. You gals are truly awesome and truly crazy! hahas! though we had sorrows, misbelieving sometimes , But I believes our hearts still together will not separate till we left this world........................................................................
I would like to thank Jamie, Jaslin, Kailing, Hui wen and Esther when I was injured my knee you gals helped me a lot thank you so much gals! Your warm hearts I'll not forget and the laugher we create makes me humor too hahas! we always the ding tong gang forever and ever till ever.......... we'll united together forever gals you are love by me! STAY PRETTY ALWAYS!

LOTS LOVE,
THERESA :)

Her life

Since when I was a little gal, I knew that my parents had a hard time to find nannies for me.
But i knew that they didn't regret to give birth me because they love me so much till they make me feel satisfied. Before my mum gave birth to me, actually there's a sibling to accompany me. My heart breaks when i heard this tragic matter I can't believe my mum miscarriage once before she give birth to me.

Unfortunately, I was born not long ago after the tragic happened. Maybe I have no fate with my late sister or brother neither my parents. It's weird to hear that my mum said I was born in a black out. Ohmygosh! I could say my mum she's a herorine............. Mummy I love you forever and ever.......... Dear mummy, I'm sorry if I'm not filial sometimes.......... as I'm so sturborn and mischiveous. You are my love, you are my everything. Dear Daddy, you too I 'm so secure to be with you ............. you are my everything I hope you will get well faster as i wanna do lots of thing with you ...........

Now, I'm already grown up it's my turn to take care my love ones........ I will treasure them before it's too late.............. =[



There's miracle when you believe to daddy my beloved dad

:)

HAPPY BELATED 7 th ANNIVERSARY DING TONG GANG!

DTG TRULY CRAZY! ;D

Daddy's girl

Sunday! Daddy and I stayed at home today. Hey daddy no need to apologize I knew that you're tired. It's my fault too I woke up late mummy reminded me to pray grandma and grandpa because today is mid-autumn festival. Without hesitation, have a quick shower and left home immediately! Ohmygosh! the queue was freaking long I knew i've to wait. Theresa, it's a punishment for you should woke up early aren't you?





Hahas this handsome gentleman serve me oh i'm honoured! Oh what am I thinking about? I'm insane! Here's the conversation:





Man: Yes! what dishes you want?


Me: I would like to have two packets of noddles same vegetables. Next I want vegetables to put separately.


Man: you mean in containers?


Me: yes you're right!


Man: alright, total $11.30


So I gave him $15 and get the change, and he told me " Thank you, Goodbye"


Oh that's awesome!





Back home, I asked daddy to shift the table out as we gonna prayed my grandparents today.


Afternoon, went to Jing yi's house for prayer and met Hui Ping, CYY and Jing yi's brother.


hahas have a great chat with them :) yeah! guys looking forward for our sports day yea?


captain's ball! cool :D

At night, Daddy and I watched " Herbie fully loaded" which cast at channel five today. Truly awesome ! Daddy and I enjoyed the movie. Mummy was busy cleaning the kitchen, at last she joined us watching hahas united! we were all laughing profusely! I love the racing part it was so COOL! In conclusion, I will consider to get a driving license in future I thought about racing too however, it 's too dangerous well, hopefully I'll pass to get an offically driving license.

Her heart breaks whenever she saw daddy suffers

Days together getting lesser............. :(

JASLIN AND I "THE QIUS"

Friday yayy! it's my favourite day whys? it's near to weekends and Friday is a day we students dismissed earlier hahas lol.

Reached Clementi around 9:15am as our lesson resume at 10:00am. Casual Friday. TA mates wore their classtees o.O cool without uniforms! RNT lecture was bored no choice have to listen Miss Dewi which she wants us to take note for PNR especially.......end lesson at 12:15pm.

Went window shopping with the gals Jaslin and Amanda. Precisely! Amanda bought a shoulder bag for herself hahas hope you like it gal.

While heading towards Bugis MRT sation, We passed by "Pasta Mania" jaslin felt hungry and famished suddenly.

After her heavy lunch, heading back home with Jaslin but Amanda wanna go other places I guessed. Thanks! gals I enjoyed today hees.

Relationships? forget it I don't give a damn !

Relationships is so complicated till I felt I can't be bothered about it. Why do I say so? well, I doubt too. >.<>

Look at the brighter side, some guys don't look on how you look. They are searching kind and friendly. Hmm anyways, I don't wanna talk about it anymore because it's boring to share with.


Now, I just want to treasure my parents that's all.
Daddy you give me hopes, loving and jokes hahas. Your smile make my day a better one.
Mummy you give me your warm love that ur one and only baby feels it.



Relationship? Theresa don't think about it alright?

My Future ahead.....

When I was a little girl,I used to think that my ambition was to be a teacher or nurse in future.
Why teacher? well, last time I used to act like a teacher as if i'm teaching a group of students. I still remembered I'd arrange the chairs and holding a cane! hahas thinking back it was hilarious to share with.

Why nurse? primary school days, I loved to care my classmates and friends when they were sick. I'll informed my teacher and I'll think a solution how to cure my classmates. I remembered one of my classmates was running high fever, I wet my handkerchief and put on her forehead.
Amazingly, I loved science lesson because it taught us our body and daily life.

Unfortunately, I can't fulfill these ambitions because currently I'm studying tourism and wanna study hospitality next year if i have the chance.

Wanna know more stay tuned.....






she's dreaming of her future......

HOPEFULLY WILL BE A BETTER ONE!

Gosh! woke up at 6am today actually I should woke up at 7am because my lesson starts late today and nobody reminds me. :( Hahas maybe I did not pay attention while my teacher was talking. Meanwhile, I waited for the gals in the computer lab I asked them why you guys are late? Esther said: today lesson resume at 9am didn't you know ? I said i had no idea about it.
Anyways, it's alright small matter. :)

After RNT lesson, it's our lunch time. Jamie and I bought fruits. While the gals, having their delicious foods hahas wanna make Jamie tempting only lols.
Alright, OIT lecture was a bit rushing as the actual exam will be this coming wednesday! JIA YOU THERESA MAKE IT HAPPEN! ALL THE BEST TO TA MATES TOO! :D Unfortunately, I can't finished the excel paper for practice it's alright will practice it tomorrow.

BEG lesson, whole class get to watch " Pride" the movie which Mdm Suranis would like to share with us.
The movie I will give five stars grade MUST WATCH!

Heading back home with Jaslin and Esther. I told Esther I wanna have munch or something because I'm starving really famished. We chose waffles as our finger food hahas
Met this Uncle at the bakey shop here's the conservation:
Uncle: Hey gals! i wanna ask you why do like to eat this? (he meant waffles)
Gals: Oh we like to eat. But we don't eat it everyday
Uncle: my granddaughter loves waffles so much till she eats waffles everyday.
Gals: puzzled looked
Uncle: my granddaughter say i'm outdated. Waffles is famous and didn't know it.
Gals: nodding head.
Uncle: hmm would like to try. Both of you from ITE?
Gals: yes!
Uncle: Nowadays, ITE had been improved. so study hard gals. ( cut short)
Gals: thank you we will!

I'm proud to hear that people still thinks ITE students positively so I wanna tell all ITE students, you guys have a bright future a head " Hands On Minds On!"





STUDY HARD THERESA

SUNDAY!

Woke up pretty early today because I need to attend classes and services at the temple.
till evening, about 6pm heading back home. Mummy cooked porridge for dinner yummy! I ate 2 bowls of porridge hahas.

Watched the hong kong drama which cast in channel 8 alone. >_<>





My life is miserable
she suffers
she feels insecure
she wanna be quiet and silence all times

FINALLY!

Woke up at 8am today just to pass idiot his belated birthday gift. Called him at 9:15 am because I knew he will woke up so early. Here's the conservation:
Me: Gd Morning ! ......... so where you wanna meet? ( in a puzzled manner)
Idiot:Oh I wanna ask you. You asked me instead.
Me: Do you know where is Blk 405?
Idiot: Don't know.
Me: Gosh! anyways i meet you at downtown bus stop okaies?
Idiot: Okaies.
Idiot: Don't leave ur house so early.... i gonna change JUST woke up only. (stupid i knew it)
Me: Okaies.

Finally! I met him soooo skinny and tall. He gave me a soft whisper " thank you." stupid and gave me that stupid cold face. I turned around disappeared immediately! idiot shit!

After I meeting with him, I went to White Sands to buy my breakfast at Jollybean . :D
walked back home after that.


At night, mummy and I went to tian guo for services. We have a quick dinner before she starts her washing dishes. Finally really! met Pei Yi! hahas pass the gift to her gal, wanna tell you no need to thank me till profusely . Just a small gift hahas. YAYY! next holidays gonna stayover ur house ! United again my longed roomate! all the pollypockets and staff missed them!
Again, back home she thank me again aiyo aiyo don't know how many times you wanna thank me? till make me so awkard >.<>

Tomorrow gonna be a BIG day it's vegatarian food fair!



she misses her childhood times.................

Bad Weather!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHRISTINE!

( a girl i knew keeps me way back to my prcs life..........)

It was Dizzling when I was on my way to school, I hates rain though it's cooling.lols Immediately
reached campus, I went to the canteen see I can meet up the gals. However, I came eariler before them. Well, I walked to the lecture room because we need to sit for Sport and Wellness test today. Some of the question was too far freaking easy but came cross the tough questions too. As if we were taking science lesson today. lols

Joyce, Jaslin and I finished the paper first. We told the gals that we'll wait for them at the canteen.
I ate a red bean bun for breakfast and soybean milk. Joyce bought herself a can of Qoo water.
Jaslin , she's not eating till after RNT lesson.

Heading to the bus-stop with the girls. I'm sorry gals, sorry babe! I'm really famished and hungry starving like hell!!

Along the journey on the train, there was one middle aged guy talks on the phone so loudly as if the train was belongs to him lols. I was reading there he kept talking so loudly it's irritates me.

Went to white sands to buy my lunch. Coincidentally, I met charissa! finally we met! hahas casual chat with her. yeah see you and the rest after 60 days!




She wanna travel

Vexed!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALENA! YOU SWEETY! AND NAT!

Unpredictable! I'm late for Miss Lim's lecture. Usually I'm late for Wednesdays whys? I doubt too. lols >.<>
BEG lesson we had finished the common test so there's no more lesson for BEG! yayy! During BEG period TA mates were surfing the internet that's what normally youngsters do. Yeah.

Back home.
I reached the traffic light junction, when I was about to cross the road , I saw a middle age lady carrying a baby in front of her while crossing the road. I was thinking it must be tough for her being a newly mother. I was thinking back, when i was little, mummy used to take care of me like these. Now, I know being a loving, caring mother is not easy job. THANK YOU MUMMY for taking care of me a this years so honoured to be with you! :D :D :D

At night, talked to daddy about health issues. Hahas daddy and I were so focusing on exercising yesterday. Mummy joined us too cool she seldoms do exercises. First time I saw her doing exercises with us ! hahas.





Her mind is thinking of her late grandparents :(

Time is so previous.......

As usual, travelled by train till Clementi. Walked to the bus-stop and wait for the bus. While waiting for the bus, someone tap on my shoulder i doubt who was it.... hahas it was Jaslin(jie mei) and Esther. They told me Theresa, do you knew that we boarded the same train as you? I was huh? my mind was wondering...... o.O I said : Oh really? sorry gals! I didn't knew it if I know it eariler, I may called you gals or something..... lols next time in future. I'm sorry gals I was studying ya? so sorry about that >.<

Reached campus, Kailing and Huiwen were studying at the canteen for BEG. Next was Jamie hahas gal not sick arrh bluff one >.<>

OIT lecture was alright. Doing letter,table and excel again. Gonna do printing tomorrow.
RNT lecture was in a messed. Miss Dewi looked worried and anxious for the class because right after our holidays it will be our attachment. As majority of class did not have an attachment job yet. I was glad that Kailing,Esther and Jaslin wanna attach to my workplace. YAYY! I'm looking forward to work with you guys! Called Melvin who is my assistant manager, regarding about the attachment, this is the conversation:
Me: Melvin! this is Theresa here.
Melvin:Oh yes ?
Me:Three of my friends are interested to work in communication dept. For attachment.
Melvin:For attachment, Please ask your school to send resume to HR dept.
Me: alright. Thank you.
Forever like this stupid melvin. This is how he talk to his colleague. idiot >.<

Back home, Fazleen called she said I have two vouchers to be collect from them. I was oh really serious? she remind me to collect it before 10 september. Thanks Fazleen! :)

At night, wanna spent time with Daddy and Mummy :)

She's tired of going to school everyday :(

Sense of Emergancy

Study! Study! and STUDY!
stupid.

Business Etiquette & Grooming test will be this coming Wednesday shit it.


Next week, OIT exam!
hopefully will be a better one this time round.


After test and exam, will be attachment stupid. idiot hate it.



SHE WISH SHE WOULD graduate NOW!