Days had passed
her mind still wondering and pondering...........................

Devasted.


Went to visit jing xuan workplace which is located at downtown east KFC. I bought taiwan snacks for her which i broght it last year. Funny was, she asked me:" your bag looks cute!" lols!
acutally it's not bag, it's a carrier which i put the snacks that i brought. lols

While she was packing the deliveries boxes. It's tough poor jing! chatting with her about her job duties and yeah.


yayy! dating out with jie mei next tuesday!!! yayy!! finally!LOLS!

Pampered herself.

Late afternoon, went to century square for manicure. Nice finished! I liked it! french manicure suits my nails.lols

Daddy called said his manager, Christabel has tendered resignation one month ago. Ohmygosh! I regretted i didn't talked to her. Daddy oftens reminds her saying she's nice, kind and friendly person. I seen her in person before just I'm shy to chat with her because i want to keep my profile low as low possible which I work in a company same as my dad. I hope daddy will invite her to our house.




tomorrow, gonna visit jing! yeah.



the worst of worst

A life of hers looks like tv dramas
which like acting, but which is reality???
She's confused.

AWWW! This cute actor!!! Lee Min Ho!

Happy or Sad?
I can't descibe it too
probably you know it better than me.

Once those were the days,
saddly, it's over
the pain which I can feel but you won't
you will not.

Happiness just so short for us,
you watched over me the night,
I promised I'll remember that really.






she's still holding on..

Finally! got a reunion dinner with my family. As usual, every year it's the same old thingy, mummy and daddy always cook the same menu for reunion dinner. Although, it's the same old thingy, but I enjoyed the food that they cooked. Simply delicious!

Yeah late afternoon, godpa came to collect some food that my parents prepared for him. I was chatting away with godpa about Melaleula products, which godma just ordered recently. Silly guy, he asked me how to use the furniture spray haha well, I told him just spray on the area that need to be clean with a cloth that's all. Awkwardly, he gave me a weird expression =.= That's him haha. In addition, daddy chatted with godpa about the hi five that he bought hahah " bose" system. Daddy played "Eagles, hotel californa song" Both enjoyed the music and godpa kept telling daddy compliments like the LDv, bose system etc. Godpa, Thanks for the compliments come more often then since, you loves dad's hi five system. haha (:



At night, prayed at home. I can see that mummy terribly tired because since last night she cooked vegetarian chicken rice till midnight 4am. Poor mummy! She always cares for us.
Midnight, recevied senior godma, xue ling jie jie warmth wishes calls. See ya! soon!


Once again, Happy Lunar New Year! everyone!




how many years more she can have reunion dinner with her family?

CNY?
Well, I can't be bothered.
Just let it be what had happened.
People don't appreciate what we have done for them, once is enough, I have learned my lesson.

CNY REALLY SUCKS IS TIME ROUND FOR ME!!

Exhausted.
After work, Winda and I went to dorothy and perkins. We just glanced on it nothing beautiful that caught by us. Next door, it's topshop and topman. Nothing much too so, we went down to Adidias orginals. Winda likes the polo tee very much well, me nothing desires me.lols


At night, mummy and I went to godma's house delivered the new year's goodies. Took bus sixty two to siao xin fo tang as mummy ordered the new year's joss sticks. The journey was terribly long no wonder tang zu every time left early cause of that long journey. =.=





She's too busy till no idea when izzit now?

Busy.
Just can't hold my breath out one second idiot busy busy!!! prolly out with mummy later to grandpa house. =.= Give me a break please!!!!

Tomorrow, day after tomorrow gonna buy cashew nuts as mummy wants to toast it rather than buy from super markets it's extremely expensive!!!

Damn it! Lavin just called asked me to work 7-3 tomorrow gosh! I gonna faint seriously.

Tired.

She can't describe her gratitude for the old folk's home visit today.

Early morning, we travelled bus down to geylang old folk's home as we were going to help the elderly as what we planned for them. The youths sang the chinese lunar new year songs as an advance celebration for the elderly. We seprate ourselves into two groups, the girls will sing the songs while the guys organised games for the elderly. Initially, the guys should joined the girls for singing.however, there's not enough youth members so, they organised the games.

After the programmes, we vounteered ourselves to wheel back each of the elderly's room. I myself, wheel back one of the ladies' elderly she was happy that I wheelled her! aww I'm touched too. Surprise was Jonas, he told me this is his first time to wheel an elderly. haha Boy, you've grown up i'm glad for you. (: All elderly went back to their rooms we have our packed lunch at the entrance area. Ate with Jonas and co. Have a random chats with them.

Finished our packed lunch, travelled bus back to Pasir Ris. Along the journey, Hui ping debrief us about the programmes we had done at the old folk's home. She said appreciated for our attendence and help for today. yeap. (:

Late afternoon, mummy and I went to godpa and godma's house for today's prayer. Godpa cooked porridge, fried rice and leafy vegetables. Haha actually I did helped him for tonight's dinner it was amazing! Well, I learned a new recipe, " Multi mushrooms dish" aww! that's easy gonna find one day to cook this dish for daddy. yeah! Hilarious was, godpa told a lame joke to us,
in hokkien," Zisa shiow" meaning fried hot instead of red meat. LOLS! omg he's a big time joker! just can't stopped laughing hahah ;D Last but not least, godma, gave me a red packet as a belated birthday present. AWW! Thanks kaima!!! (: I love the red packet design lols



I believe there's miracle

Tremendously tired.
After last night spring cleaning, I found my primary school report book while i was cleaning the books shelves. Really time filies! now I'm in college and glad about it.

Gonna prolly out with Aunt janet later to Melaluca. Mummy keeps reminding me to buy godma's belated christmas present. =.=

Stupidity.
Went to ite college east today with jing xuan. Terrible was, last few days I can't apply online at home so, jing suggested I go down to campus itself. Nice was, she accompanied me to campus thanks jing! (: We took bus seventeen and alight one stop away from the school. Walked till the main gate, we showed our student pass to the security to verify ourselves. lols

Stepped into the customer service centre, I looked on the queuing machine it's labelled:" apply and verfication enquiries." Pressed it queue number 1023. Amazed! the queing was fast!!! explained to the assistant that I have problems having applying online at home. He showed us how to apply step by step method. The reason why i can't apply at home because I didn't have any mobile number so that status was " NIL" it is correct to state that but, once deleting the "NIL" It's like magic! immediately, I can apply online. That's really stupid. Come all the way, just to apply online at the campus haha. LOLS!

Took a bus back to Pasir Ris. We have our breakfast at central. We chatted our secondary school days and recently happenings. Once again, Thanks! Jing!! (:




she can't promise.

Down on earth i saw u!

Grudgeless. I believe in you.

Random.
Change songs again. Mariah Carey I stay in love.

Hey Ladies look up!!
I'm helping my friend's aunt advertising their blogshop. There's many kinds of clothes lots of designs. Thank you (:

New beginning, a new life of differ girl.


Home alone again.
Late afternoon, I was tidying my religious books shelves. while arranging, I told myself i should read some religious books when I'm free. Because I'll get more knowledge of my own religion. (:

Mummy came home with big and small bags of goceries. As CNY is around the corner, she bought chinese new year snacks and chocolates as a new year gift for her friends. Ultimately, she bought a box of candies which just for testing the candies.lols Hmm it's too sweet for me the sugar content too high. =.=

Late evening, casual chat with daddy. I told him I prefers secondary school life compared to college life. College life more freedom and can't enjoy the moments i had in secondary school sad ya? he said to me, college life which are preparing to students like an adult not children anymore.
More to the future side of yours he said. Well, those were the days i had in prcs. Really missed those days!

At night, chat with mummy about my workplace gossips. lols

I believe majority of people watched "Twilight" the movie. I haven't got a chance to watch it yet.
Just add this song to my blog as I find it's a nice and sweet song.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DIFFER GAL!

The sun shone to my room I woke up in a happy spirits! haha because farhana gonna date me out yayys! we have not met each other for ages. Finally! (:

We took a train down to Clementi. Farhana was =.= because it's her first time to travel such a long journey sorry gal, I know that the travelling time is sucks. Finally, we reached Clementi and took a bus down to campus.

Walked the covered walk way towards to the administration office. Met macau mates in the office they were applying hospitality too. What a coincidence! met azurrah at the office too.
After the application done, we walked to bus stop as we were going to town Novena.

What a small world! met mummy at city hall when we gonna change the north south line. Mummy wished me and bid goodbye as she going back home.
we shopped at Square two I bought a top for myself ! I like it a new nineteen of me! trained back to Pasir Ris went to white sands farhana was famished! she ate her late lunch at kopitiam and she bought a care bear for me awwwwww sweet! I love it!! Thanks farhana! (:

At night, mummy bought coffee cake and celebrated it for me! thank you ! last but not least, godma called she wished me too Thanks kaima! see ya on sunday! (:



Once again, I would to thank all my fellow friends, Thanks for the wishes and presence
this birthday had been a memorable one for me! (:

Happy Birthday To Differ gal!!
nineteen? let's have fun!

Shopaholic.

Went shopping at Bedok central today with mummy. We went quite a number of curtains retailer shops however, we didn't managed to find a nice one. lol Instead of textiles, we shopped in a ladies retail store called "pepper plus" which put up a baner, said" New year sale!" again, mummy chose a dress for me and asked me to fit it on. Haha! It's suits me! I decided to buy it for myself as advance birthday present.

Suddenly, I saw a pair of curtains caught my eyes! it's had an antique design on it cool! I discussed with mummy finally, we bought this curtains for our living room. After shopping, mummy blueberry waffles from Prima Deli. Yummy! Thanks mummy!

We travelled bus seventeen back to Pasir Ris. Along the journey, an auntie fetching two twins back to Pasir Ris too. Poor little girls, they don't a responsible mother to take care and love them luckily, their dad loves and dotes them. Hopefully they'll be well behaved and repay kindness to their single breadwinner dad. How lucky i am after listening their family story which sister's nanny told us.

Those were the days we had...........

Random.
Changed new blogskin. I like it! simple and nice! (:


Gonna polly with mummy tomorrow again for curtains. lol

Today was a pretty good day. Though I'm alone at home lols probably, i'm used to it. Read Erica Spindler's novel. It's describes a girl who had been kidnapped gives her a horrifying childhood. =/ She tries to think any alternatives to save her life. Poor girl. In reality, what if this tragic similar to you what will you do?
well, i believe everybody treasure owns life the answer you'll know better than me. lols


At night, daddy make hot the meesiam that he cooked this morning. He recooked again because it's salty. Finalise, the meesiam taste better lols helped daddy to clean up the prayer hall. Haha amazingly, daddy used the magnetic cleaner to clean the windows isn't it COOL?? it's fast and clean! aww cool man!



Sometimes, she heards you but you were not there.
probably, she's dreaming.........

Theresa is happily watching " Boys Before Flowers" Korean version " metor garden. AWW! I would like to give five stars!!!

Happy Birthday to Jing Xuan! (:



Bored.
Daddy and mummy off work early morning left me alone at home. Sounds pathetic actually, i'm not alone so Carey songs from daddy's bose speakers haha enjoying ! At the same time, do some spring cleaning as CNY is around the corner, no need mummy orders automatically, I will do the housechores. lols

Recevied a birthday card from my insurance agent aunt Jacqueline. here she wrote on the card: " how are you? let me know when you are available and meet up soon!" aww! so sweet of her.
we have been seeing each other for ages. I wondered how's her daughter? anyways, I really happy to receive the card. (:

Read Nora Roberts Novel, Dreams
yeahhhhhh. hopefully after reading dreams come true. (:

Today, mummy and I went for hairstyling. We make an appointment with our hairstylist. While mummy was doing her hair, i took a nap on the sofa -.- too tired after yesterday's pligrims event. lols

After our hairdo, we went back home to catch the last episode of " little Nyona". The ending was bad. Robert Zhang got shot by Alexander but he's still alive when the story ends. Confusing.

The darkness will leave me soon..........

We went for pilgrims this morning. It was a successful one. (: really honoured to see master lin who dotes singaporeans so much.

Mummy and I prayed at level two which was planned by the organiser for this biggest pilgrims event. Exaggerate was, people dropped their belongings to get a good place to pray with their partners. lols that is childish! suddenly, hui ling called me she said" aren't u going down?" i gave her a weird look expression. She was asking me to report for briefing for lunch packing. LOL!

Lunch packing was CHAOS!
shan ru, zi xuan and I can't tolerate the little command guy! he's irrirating! haha but shan ru gave him a good explaination! sigh he's really worst than a girl! anyways, I enjoyed lunch packing with the girls! (:

Looked up for mummy after lunch packing. she tries to stay me back till the lesson ends but i told her i'm really tired so, I went home first.

Though daddy was tired, he still cooks for us ! love you ! best daddy ever! (:

Thanks Jaslyn! haha glad to see u today! lols

her thoughts is draining

Tired.
Daddy and I leave the house and headed to work early morning. Daddy knew that i'm tired, he talks less but he seems to be bored when we were in the train.lol Sorry daddy, i'm terribly tired. D:

I slept till city hall, daddy woke me up when's the station was arrived. Surpurisingly, he walked faster speed compared to me. I was stoning. -.-

Unbelievable was, today morning shifts operators just four. well, can't be bothered occupancy damn low today.

Late afternoon, one of the guest would like to know where is "The towels Club". I called concerige, haha guido answered that joker ;D said:" heys! aiya lobby so sians u can't find , if i found it how? you wanna bake cakes for me ? no lah i must be siao lols" I was speechless. lol
he's a nice colleague to work with. (:


at night daddy bought VEGETARIAN CHICKEN RICE!!!!!!!!! awww! delicious!
thanks daddy! (:



searching her soul

You holds my hands
I can't feel it
am I invisible to you?
I try not to let it go
decision had been made.

You have a mistake,
such as you didn't know
I keeps telling myself
I'll hang on.

Her tears
like a water tap
which flowing non stops

Happy New Year!

My resolution for 2009

Sincerely be an officially vegan
Spend more time with my parents
Excel in my studies
Pick up a baking course
Travelling to Nepal and India.
Promote to higher nitec in hospitality