GOODBYES 2008
Welcome 2009!

I can't trigger the words I want to describe.
Probably you know the answer better than me?
I can't see you but can I feel the warmth that u gave me last time?



Breezes, you've blown my sorrows
I can sensed it.
I can't visualized.

i can't hold my tears
i can't smile again
i can't make a promise

Once a upon time, I did think of you.
we did enjoyed the laugher and beautiful moments.
I saw unique smile, had been touched by me
your little movements, make heart beats faster than the train

Tedious.
Slept very late last night however, I'm able to wake up this morning lol. Probably yesterday mummy reminded me to wake up early as she wants me to help her carry the goceries that she going to buy. So this morning she headed to market first and i will meet her at the florist area.

Immediately i saw her i shouted her! "mummy!" she said: " You gal what's makes me waiting so long?" I was speechless. Strange was, she did not reprimand me and gave me a smile instead. aww mummy! (: Perfect! she already bought all the groceries which she needs to buy. Mummy said to me," Let's go for the tees !" alright, I surrender! she's really a shopaholic sigh -.-anyways, she bought me a hat and a t-shirt. Thank you mummy! (:

Headed back home. With big and small bags. hahas lol




Sorry Daddy, I will buy the painkiller cream tomorrow! (: loves you (:

Scrumptious Breakfast!

this is the bottom bed

here it is

stairs up to my bed

Our ladies' room

The word "mu" means heavenly mother.

beautiful scenic!

All the statues are the forefathers who found this heavenly tao.

Day 4 went to Tian Huang Gong prayer hall at Taichung.

This cute monk! hahas lols

Cutie! roomates!

The lovely duos!

Our lunch. Cooked by fo shan tang zu and tao qins.

Ladies bathroom

ladies' toilet

AWW! I love this bed!

Day 3 This is Fo Shan( at Tainan) prayer hall. We ladies stayed in ladies' accommodation buliding this is our room number. lol

Day 1 and Day 2 will upload soon! (:

When the plane touched down Kaoshiong In't airport, I looked out of the window wow! kaoshiong has a wonderful scenic. well, next to me is a teenage girl her name is Jaslyn i asked her to look out the window as i wanna share the beautiful scenic. Both of us enjoying during the landing time. (: At the same time, we make friends together.

We took this on the yacht at the sun crater.

Alright talk about sun crater, it's reallly beautiful! amazing scenic. All of us enjoy the scenic but did not bothered to listen the captain recommandations. LOL busying cam whoring only sorry captain ! D: Oh my lovely roomates! xue ling jie jie and xue feng jie jie. Xue feng jie jie a bit quiet but she is a nice person.

sleep over at tian huang cong.

Last but not least my babysister hahas xue ling jie jie. She cares and concern about me a lot during the trip. Thanks jie jie.

FLYING TO TAIWAN YAYY!
THANK YOU DADDY AND MUMMY ACCOMPANIED ME TO AIRPORT! (: love them! miss them too!

GONNA UPLOAD PICS WHEN I'M BACK SEE YA GUYS!

Marketing!
Late morning, went marketing with mummy again. We bought flowers, fruits, vegetables and collect my laundries for dry cleaned. It's tiring to carry the goceries sigh. -.-
Headed back home, mummy cooked dried instant noddles for me hmmm delicious! yummy! :D
after lunch, sigh. went to white sands to buy some goceries again. -.- Just can't help it mummy bought a new pants for me ! Thank you mummy!

At night, mummy looked very sick but she still cooked for us a dinner. She such a great mum! (:
nicey!



Tomorrow is my religious trip, hope it will be a meaningful one. (:

All of sudden, daddy get so addicted to the album "high society"
High society?
I find the music is just moderate. However, daddy seems to be enjoying the music.
To me, the music like shit. What high society? i think low society better still. lol

The group photo

Ready to listen the command!

Preparing to pull

A successful one.
Lian de youth club team, we won! yayy! overall, we enjoyed the games that we played and learned to be in teamwork.

I volunteered to represent our team to play tug to the wall. It's my first time to play this game pretty challenging, when we heard the command to begin, we pull as much as we could. Zuo yang, one of our teammembers, keeps encouraging me : Yu Qiu, pull pull and pull a little bit more pull somemore!" I used up all my strength to pull till we stopped. Finally, we won! yayy! sense of satisfaction. (:

After the game, I felt uneasy and whole body was numbness. I rest at the corner. I did not joined the telematch game. But I helped my teamates to fold the paper canes. hahas. Next, the captain's ball game Si hui is a good player she dodges the ball very fast. However, she can't play the second half as she spained her ankle. D: Nevermind, it's alright it okaies. I enjoyed playing with her she's really a good player. Must learn from her. (:

Last but not least, basketball girls team we won! Lian de girls team rocks! (:

Demoralized.
I can't even dodged the ball properly to the net! -.- that was really disappointing. The girls team played pretty well today v.s the children team! hahas lol. A big challengue for us to play with them. Worst was, tomorrow is the actual compettion day with other de youth clubs at Marine Parade community centre. I will try my best to play this competition though i'm not good basketball player. >.<>
She excited!

Shopping marathon again. lols
Late afternoon, mummy and I went to central have lunch. After lunch, we walked along the shops at the central. We passed by a store, mummy saw banana republic blouse! WOOO! cool it's not imitation it's a real stock! o.O that's realllly cool! however, mummy bought a t shirt for me and a long blouse for herself. It's cheap! the price is affordable.

Continue shopping.
Heading down to White sands mummy would like to buy some home needs and goceries.
we went to OCBC bank first as mummy would like to withdraw money. I was sitting on the sofa waiting for her. lols Can't help it, haha mummy said: " Let's go to Wanko!" ohmygosh! here's she comes again. My legs are tired at this precise moment, i'm so desperate to find a sitting place to have a sit. -.-

Stepped into the boutique, mummy found a long turtle neck sleeve for me. It's has special design on it. Since it's having christmas sale, mummy bought the sleeve and a blouse for herself. Thank you mummy! (: (:

Last stop, we went to Pasamalum, again sigh. mummy would like to look the orchids which displayed on the table. She's don't seems to be satisfied with the plants that displayed. Her hands and eyes were itch just can't stopped buying. She bought six antique chinese bowls wahhahaha! not bad mummy mathematics is good! she asked me: 1.50x6 izzit $9.00? I said yeah! why are you asking? no because that vendor sold me $1.50 yeah, then? I give her $19.00 dollars, then i think back should be $9.00 right? but the vendor was quiet. So i told her is $9.00 she pretend oh ya $9.00! ereek! not honest. mummy so clever. hahas

Reflecting itself!

Sometimes I wondered do I look so initimate to my friends or people around me?
I 'm quiet doesn't mean I'll look proud and do not talk. however, my mum describes me that I'm a anti social people can't get along with people. Is it true? I'm wondering o.O

From little girl till now, I've always been quiet. I do not talk much. Talking is a human communication tool, Unfortunately, I don't talk much. Like my mum said, some chats will become gossip and this gossips will continues to the other party's ear. It's offensive yeah? that not nice.

As a religious person, learn to be forgive and take. That's what's mummy told me today.
This is what she said to me: " Before you talks about others, reflect yourself first."
"talks" she meant: gossips.



I hope this upcoming religious trip will be a faithful one.



Quiet it's not wrong, sometimes it may be correct who knows?

Went shopping with mummy today, it was a grateful and lucky one. Headed to Paya Lebar first because mummy want buy some daily health products and home needs. After buying the goceries, we took a train to city hall which we really wanna shop. lol Walked to city link though the underpass finally, we reached suntec city mall. Window shopping first, mummy caught a red flattered blouse from BYLS hmm that not bad mummy had a good taste for me.
In conlusion, she bought me a pair of ballet flats from novo, a puma hobo bag, a BYLS blouse and a pair of wool hands gloves. THANK YOU MUMMY! (: you're always so nice to me.





She's lucky

Back to School!

Delighted.
Daddy accompanied me to company regarding about the ascessment during attachment. I went to communications deaprtment, I saw Judy and told her about how to grade me during the two months attachment. She's shocked! " huh I can't do the grades for you i'm still a trainer supervisor." Under probation i guessed. She said Melvin and Felicia having course and meetings to attend. I went out and find daddy and said the whole situation to him. End up, he treat me ya kun kaya toast bread. hahas however, the service was bad. After finishing eating daddy and I went to MPH bookstore to look on some books.

Time up! went back to communication department again. GROSS! melvin and felicia not back yet. Luckily, I saw my supervisor, yani I asked her to grade me. She did grade not too bad .
I passed the acknowledge page to Judy to thanks all communications staff. she wished me all the best and take care. eww! so sweet! (:

Reached school, i heard joyce voice i know i gonna see them when they came down the stairs.
It was embrarrassing ! that all of my classmates wore homeclothes i'm the only one wore school uniform. >.< It's nice to meet up DTG and the rest.

Thanks daddy!

THE MOST SILLY GIRL!

Time flies.

today was my last day of training, I felt remoseful. Ultimuately, it was a dull day for me. whys? unlike me Theresa, please be awake!

THINK TOO MUCH?

I have no idea why am I thinking so much ? probably I don't really know the person or awkard to meet them. But they're nice to me just that I'm a bit sensitive and cold. >.<

It's time to change your bad habit Theresa.

After work, winda and I walked together as we're heading back home for transportation. Along the way, we heard somebody calling us hahas it was Dhana, Jacqueline and wesley. I was stuned and speechless i have no idea all of sudden, the atmosphere was awkard. Strange was Dhana asked me where am I staying at? I replied her question. At the same time, i return her question that she asked me. >.<

The most embarrassing was, I walked too fast to the entrance of city hall train station. Walked towards the transaction machine, i was rejected GOSH! they were laughing at me especially wesley! my card was being rejected i went to the control office and make the stupid corrections and scan it! everybody's was talking about my ezlink card.LOLS!

To avoid embarrassment, I quickily walked down the escalator to catch up the last train. Yeah of course, I did bid goodbye to wesley and jacqueline in a awkard manner. -.- wesley knew i'm awkard situation, furthermore still gave me that stupid facial expression idiot!

EXCEL IN MY LEARNING

Interesting I had learned a lot of general knowledge from Melvin. Today he brief us about how to describe and observe things like hangers and amentites.

Clip hangers- for skirts

What is a chris line?- Normally, when you just iron your pants you'll see a straight line that's called a chris line.

toothbrush- called it dental knit

Satin hangers- for dresses and growns.

Shoe tree- It's a shoe equipment use when it's a cold weather. To prevent your shoes from stringing.

All this things are daily amentities as a hospitality operator, we should know. (:

thanks! Melvin.

Unpredictable!

SHEENA AND I at The Indian Suite Room!

Busy.
Whole afternoon till night, communications department was freaking busy as if we're the only department working in this hotel. lols I'm doing fax today tons of qantas faxes and british airways flight delayed faxes. Worst was, I used up three pages to record down the guest faxes that was exaggerate! Nevertheless, melvin and yani add in extra work for me >.<

Unforgettable day!

I was told to report work at 0630am because I need to programme all the temasek holding group guest wake calls.
Surprisingly,I arrived at my workplace earlier than i expected. The interesting was, all my chinese colleagues joined me waking the guest up using the chinese wake up call verbiage.

Nervous.
This is my first time I call manually from the switchboard.
I'm excited at the same time it was amazing! Felicia, Melvin, Lavin, Jacqueline and me start calling at the same time! that was wonderful! Melvin said: "Theresa, looks professional ticks each of every rooms she call cute lah looks like one of the army drawing on the map."lols Should I took this as a compliment? hahas. (: anyways, thanks Melvin.

Unfortunately, late afternoon I received an unlucky caller. I was reprimanded by the caller.
Sorry Fazleen, I'll be more cautious next time. I'll learn from my mistakes and will be correct in future.

At night, daddy bought DURIANS AGAIN! hahas enjoy the taste though out the supper!
thanks daddy! (:



She tries to change herself

She's happy in her own way

Love life? What is it? happy, sad, remorseful, furious or empathy?
Currently, now I don't really care about my love life which teenagers really cared about lol.

It's a matter of fate I think.
Love is blind that what my mum always tells me. lols

Silence.
Didn't you hear that?
No? Well, haven't you since when you were a child?

She bearing it for years
will it be going on like this
that another question or a BIG QUESTION MARK ? forever?

Theresa, you just can't tolerate, you are running away from it aren't you?

She's confused in her life
it's so complicated to let her explained.

Quiet and silence is her answer
which an answer that can't be explained.

She tries all kinds of methods to face all odds however, it was useless and unpredictable to her.

Restless.
Spent the whole day resting at home. Because I was running a high fever since last night. I can't either sleep or eat properly. Late afternoon, went to consult a doctor the service was pretty bad. Furthermore, called its company "Raffles medical clinic".
I HATE DOCTORS!

So far so good

Yesterday passed the appraisal form to Ratna who is my supervisor. I explained to her how to grade me during for the last four weeks. I'm really curious and excited how they are going to grade me.Hopefully, I can get good grades. (:

Today, our department was freaking busy in the morning not enough runners to deliver ammenities and faxes. However, I was ordered by Ratna to deliver faxes to fairmont rooms. Everytime, I rang the door bell of guest room, I forget my superior taught us how to ring the door bell and greet the guest name. Probably the time congest.

I really happy and contented that I make a guest happy. An Australian guest who stay room 4650. Their bedside phone no tone i guessed. I greet them and had a small talk with them " Have you taken your lunch?" They said:" yeah we going to leave our room soon." I said: i see.
They were so friendly as if they are like your friends. In future, I hope there's more guest i would like to serve and make them appreciate.

I have been listening for years.

Can't you see i'm working on it?

trying to make improvements?



Every words from you,

I will try to do it

However, it's up tp me to decide

wheather I have made a right decision.





I try to hold your hands,

you have let it go and till its never come back.

Leaning on your shoulder, I feel the warm but sad to say,

i can't feel your warmth in your heart.





You did touched my heart,

it will not be longed

I wondered did you toy my feelings?

Till we meet again

Yesterday meet up with PY at Bugis. I arrived first because i just alight one stop of train station.
Hahas she ran towards me, and said:" Sorry, I'm late." I told her it alright i understand. (: At this precise moment, she smiled and ran towards me, make me feel warm and contented though she's a bit late. :D

We headed to the ATM machine as she wants to withdraw money. I felt awkard because hardly people treat me a meal can say seldoms. It's honoured to have a good dinner with her as we were chatting about our childhood times think back, it's a bit silly. While chosing the foods on the menu, she asked me :"which one is better? i feeling like eating all." I said:" let's tell the cook make it three in one meal.? lols" she griggles.

After dinner, went to national library have a stroll at there. Glanced some books and heading back to MRT station. we bidgoodbye to each other at the platform. However, the train arrived which travels to Pasir Ris was too packed. We laughed and chatted again finally, our trains arrived we boarded the train and headed back home.



Though, it's a bit tedious, during the date but i enjoy dating yesterday! (:

I have been hearing this for years
you just can't change your mind?
why? you were so sturborn

what can i do?
suffering the pain,
that i can't feel

Your sturborness has been years.
would you change it?

Nobody will help you
unless you help yourself

this really stress me
seriously. It does

Learn to be independence

Early morning, went to Supermarket bought some goceries that mummy ordered me to buy as we were preparing for tomorrow's tang qin. Without hesitation, i bought the trolley along with me and set off for marketing.

Reached white sands, the place was so crowded. I kept shifting my trolley because i'm afraid that i'll hurt or injured to others i was so cautious.lol Finish marketing went back home immediately. Mummy said: " Why didn't you buy ketchup?" I said: YES! in an aggressive manner. >.< "Please checked is in the bag." Mummy: Oh! sorry sorry.

Late afternoon, helped mummy to make the wanton balls hahas i folded liked a fan shape.
this year, mummy minimise her cooking because she's sick and daddy illness not fully recovered yet. I'm worried. >.<>
Well, i am.

At night, went to tian guo for lesson. It's pretty rare that shan ru sat with me in the bus while heading to tian guo and back home. We had a casual chat and shared each others opinons of schooling and overseas issues. (:


she's bearing it and holding on........

You were not beside me
when i need you
my mind is all about you
BUT you can't be bothered.

I felt that i'm useless
i'm not pretty as the girls out there
i'm not capable as the girls out there


But i knew that i have the dignity to tell you,
I'm not afraid to face the challenges

You think of me
but i didn't know
I believe our hearts it's still together

We shared our moments together
when will do that again?
it's keeps wondering me

Are we still together?
or just a stranger to become friends?

I'm afraid.
I'm afraid of all
the fear is coming
the cold war had started
just wondering when will it be ending the cold war?


We did treasure last time,
it seems to be over
it's breaks like an egg to my heart



She is uncertain .......

BORED!

HAPPY 8th ANNIVERSAY TO DING TONG GANG!

I screwed up during the " New hire Oritentation Programme" the time spent in the Mercury room was grossed and it's killing me! The worst was Tanya who came from New Jersey, I need to have effective listening because she speaks l as fast as a bullet train. Well, she is a trainee at the fairmont front desk she will be the future front desk manager i guessed.

We had been chatting since yesterday. She was asking me how's the tofu? actually it's beancurd not tofu. Hahas chill tanya. She is friendly and socialitze person. I hope we can chat more about hospitality issues.

She misses her lovely gals badly

A close touch
she didn't sense before
this feeling had been a period
will it be forever like this?

You hurt me as if you didn't knew it
till you realised it
it was too late

You say bad words to me
I always kept within in my heart
it was so painful till it's like a needle poking it.

Once upon a time,
you knew me
but it just a story
will it be reality?

I felt silly sometimes
silly like a country bumpkin
but it's alright I'm silly because I have my own good personalities

She is a simple girl
who lives in a complicated life
how complicated was it?
she doubts
well, let's god to decide

Back to her ex school

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMANDA!

Early morning, mummy prepared breakfast for me. Thank you mummy! the tuna sandwich was really delicious! yummy! That's make my day a beautiful one.

Both of us left home around 6:45am. Perfect! the bus arrived on time for today that's strange.
Anyways, we were not late.Board the train mummy and I slept till city hall. When you feel sleepy, you'll felt that the jouney of the train travels very fast. We alight together and walked in separate ways.

I walked to the empolyee entrance, scanned my stupid "J card" it's tooks me five minutes to scan shit! almost everyday the same situation.

After work, meet up with Farhana at the school main gate as we wanna get our testimonals. Mr collin!
you did not change still the same old joker! hahas. lol



she miss her teachers lots

She's tired terribly tired
you woke me up but I was still dreaming
she dreamt till she forgot about everything.........

Please give me your lap
I want to lie on it
Don't avoid it
I really need your lap and shoulder to lie on.............

You used to tell bedtime stories,
she wanna listen to it once again.


Now, close my eyes
here's comes your warm

That's Unbelievable!

First day of my attachment how to explain pretty cool.
Met Lavin while walking towards to the employee entrance. I didn't noticed at first suddenly i realised a person stand close to me. I gave her a Shock looking expression.
Both of us look lethargic as we sound sleepy. >.<

Lavin told me that she slept at 1am last night. Ohmy gosh! She looks tired and sleepy neither me.

It's fun and interesting working with maju because she's the joker in communications department.


Oh Melvin, I'm your baby? so who are you to me? my babysister? LOL!
( my manager, who describes me so random.)



She's happy but her happy it's just within a second...........

You shared the priceless happiness with me,
but will it be forever?
within a second, i feel the warm in you gave to my heart however,
it just shattered like a bullet train.


You were the one who's shine on me
which was too bright that I can't find you.

All of sudden, there's so many random thoughts in my mind.
Am I always alone?
I wondered

You captured my minds
but I didn't awared about it
till this winter, it's too cold to answer it

I've just awaken a few seconds,
I knew the truth
But it's hard to break the truth in my heart.

I would like to have a shoulder
Unfortunately, you were not beside me

I believe there is miracle
I believe there is a hope which I wanted so much
I believe there is fate in life
I believe there is a god watching over us
I believe always look at the brighter side
I believe everyone has it's own talent
I believe after I die, people will grieve
But it's ok because I believe

HAPPY BIRTHDAY INADVANCE ESTHER! :)





My dearest daddy 'I love you';

I think of you each day.
I feel your arms around me,
that's how I get through my days.
Your looking down upon me,
to guide me on my way
,but its very hard without you,
each and every day.
People always tell me,the grieving will subside.
But how can it get better,without you by my side.
No matter how hard they try,to help me with this pain,
I am all consumed by thinking,It will never be the same.
I know one day we'll meet,in the Heavens up above.
It's the one thing that helps me,to never forget your love.
My dearest Daddy, I love you,Your with me every day.
I will keep this love within me,until that beautiful day...










Day after Days,
Night after Night,
The world moves as I stay still.
Staring at my plain dark bedroom wall.
Mother knocks on my door,
but I feel too numb to answerShe cries,
but I motionlessly don't answer.
I lie on my bed,Screaming in my head.
Pain forever with me never leaving.
It goes with me everywhere.
Like my shadow,Constantly there.
Now my sister turning into darkness.
She will before long be just like her brother.
And mother will soon give in.
The echo of glass breaking,
The sound of my mother screaming,
And me still emotionless as I lay.
The doors are slamming
.More glasses breaking.
And me just falling,
With no delay.Now the house grows dark.
Only the noise of the wind and the crickets grows.
And for me I have now been swallowed by the darkness.
And all my fears have come true.

I thought I was strong
You were so confident
However, nobody listen.
no one believes me.

It was just a thought afterall.
bear in mind, and work on it.
whatever has been done, it has been done

I've suffered the fears and unwanted things in my mind.
I've bearing it for years.
so you're asking me

I wondered.

Would I live in peace?
Would She listen to the sea breeze instead of empty vassels?
Sea breezes wipes aways her sorrows..........
She walks along the beach just like her life goes on down the road........
lie on the sand and close her eyes listen to the beautiful sounds around us.
She afraid she can't do it.

She getting more afraid
to live in this world
it's changing it's getting frightening

When i open my eyes can i see
a beautiful world?


you held my hands
but i let it go
you accompany me
I didn't know
you raise me up
i was little
keeps thinking of me
but I be can't bothered

Daddy, you're my everything Thank you. Sorry, I keeps avoiding.




She wants to rest in peace. Silence

She loves her job

Being a hotel operator, must be knowledgable,managable and understanding. I did came across an aggressive guest which was not your fault but you need to apologize to the guest because you're working in a service industry line. Furthermore, not just being apologize you must think a solution how to make the guest appreciated and Satisfied in our service.

Look at the brighterside, some guest are really sweet and nice. You felt that you are friend of theirs.

hopefully, i would excel more in hotel management in future.




















It's my pleasure to serve you...............

HER MIND what is she thinking about?

She can't think properly
She can't work properly
She can't rest properly
Why? is she sick I wondered? who knows? o.O i doubt who cares? o.O she can't be bothered.

Her working environment is like chaos.
her colleagues are nice but some gave her a cold look.
she hates gossips however, she can't avoid it.
duration of working hours is unforgivable. It's killing her!


Friends? lose sense of security
feeling more awkard
is she too sensitive? She doubts.
feeling more distance away from them....................


SHE'S NOT BEING HERSELF? WHO IS SHE?








RUNAWAY FROM ALL? RUN RUN AND RUN!

WELCOME BACK!

Today is Monday it's my first working day of the month. Reached communications department, went to sign in at the supervisor desk. Surprisingly, Ratnah gave me a surprised facial expression that why I'm working today since after i left comms for a period of time. Glanced at the clock it still early before my working time begins went to the pantry and take a rest.

Suddenly, Felicia called me and shaked my hands which she welcome me back to comms. I felt honored which my manager thinking so highly of me. I will not disappoint you Felicia I promise.
Mid-afternoon, came across this caller which he would like to complain about the dinning reservations he had made last week. He was frustrated why didn't the prego restaurant reply his voicemails which he had left last week. I informed Ratnah about it and she said she'll solve the problem for me as I'm out for lunch.


Anyways, I'm looking forward to serve the upcoming F1 racers who is staying with us.







She's determined? or tired?

Her Childhood Life

When I was a little girl, I'm quiet and timid all times. Probably my mum scold me too offen which make my character turn out like that. When I was in kindergarten, I offened bullied by my friends maybe I'm a vegetarian or quiet person which easily to be bullied. It's reminds me that I have a kind friend called Fiona, she is a pretty, friendly and kind girl. I always have the sense of security when I stays with her if she was to be absent from school, I will felt moody and restless for the whole day. Last time my parents and my friends parents used to had a mindset which " Challenge" compared each other child and see who is the best.

Unfortunately, the days with Fiona was short. Because Maggie another friend of mine who was jealous that i'm close with Fiona. Slowly Fiona and I lose confidence with each other makes the friendship worsen. I doubt Maggie hates me so much till she can do lots of cruel things behind me. This is the childhood life that I will never forget which thought me a lesson don't be afraid or quiet be social with people and look confidence all times.


Now, I have already grown up to be a sensible girl. All thanks to my friends and family encourgement.




Happiness? you can't buy happiness because it's priceless

Glad to know the truth...........

It's Saturday! hahas woke up early morning just to watch " Just for Luck" cast by Lindsay Hohan. The movie was interesting it thought us how to manage our daily lifes.

Afternoon, Si Hui's Dad lifted me a ride to tian jue for spring cleaning today. What a coincidence! met godpa on way to tian jue hahas poor godpa his knee is painful but his movtiation make his way come to tian jue! excellent! I'll not feel bored too because while i'm doing the spring cleaning, I can chat with him. cool He was telling me that Uncle Com, godma's one of the twins brother his wife gonna give birth a second child soon! that's why godgrandma went to United States to look after them. And I told godpa i realised godma carry a Couch bag which is a new one. Godpa said it's her birthday gift which Uncle Bin bought for godma. What a lovely brother she have! :)
Surprisingly, godpa told me he used to be a heavy smoker last time. I asked him how he quit for smoking. He said lao mu which heavenly mother helped him if not he still a smoker now.
In conslusion, I believes everybody have their mistakes that done blindly but if you realise it earlier it's not too late for you. :)

At night, went to tian guo for religions class hahas met Pei Yi (Janelle) again! just a short chat with her. I remind her about our upcoming fo tang anniversary. It's embrassing that i don't bus 168 where to alight when reach to Pair Ris. >.<>
sorry Pei Yi don't mind I look country bumpkin.


Glad to hear that daddy illness is improving, which was told by the doctor. Hope he will get well soon!




She wants to thank god that she is fortunate for everything she has.............

How lucky I am!

Sorry jing jing, I should meet you out today however, I'm sick and had a bad flu .............. sorry gal once again sorry........... meet up soon? this time i'll treat you trust me ! ;D

Mummy! she's not working today yayy! I loves her cooking it's superb.. you can't compare with the outside foods her Culinary skills is the best! hmm what is her menu today? hot dogs, potatoes and leafy vegetables yummy! my favourite!Thanks OH MA! (in korean)

At night, went to tian guo for tang zu hui. ( so called religious meetings) I wore a sweater that mummy bought me it's looks weird lols however, i still wore it because she bought it for me thanks mummy! In the bus, godpa sat with me and just have a casual chat. Here's the conservation:

godpa: What are you holding on?
Me: I holding an ipod nano.
godpa:wah! stylelo! precisely same as ur godma's ipod.
Me: o.O really? what's the colour?
godpa: silver.
Me: o.O i see.

Reached tian guo, mummy went to ladies while I wait for her at the atrium. Went to third storey, to listen the speaker. Before the lesson starts, I heard xue ling jie jie voice... she went to Nepal for religious trip and video it to let the audience to watch how's the life in Nepal.
I felt fortunate after watching this video it was touching especially when they had their lunch instead of forks and spoons they used the plants stalks as their utenils. Poor thing! Next year, I wanna follow xue ling jie jie go to Nepal , India or Sri Lanka . I'm looking forward to it..............
I want to lao yuan to correct all my sins away...................


She wants to go Nepal.............. and share their happiness with them.........

She needs a time machine..........bring her back.........

First thing caught on my mind was " Am I schooling today?" or " No School today?"
Confused. Answer was : No school today. And why am I so sad? school holidays I should be happy and why do I looked so glum? Probably I missed TA mates too much precisely ! everyday I woke up so early just to rush for school I think it's kind of habit already. All of sudden, no schooling a bit weird for me I believe TA mates had the same sentiments with me.

Dear TA mates,

It's my pleasure to meet you guys thoughout this nine months I'm really happy to know you guys ! You guys are really awesome to me. I remembered the first performance we had was the class cheers. Nabilah, she was the first girl that caught my attention as she danced I loved the movements and steps. After that, the rest of the gals and I joined in and practiced the steps.
The unforgettable was,We WON! the champion! cool It's makes me have the sense of satisfaction after the class cheer. Though, we had sorrows and misunderstanding but we are always the united TA! Once again, thank you for the moments it's make a memorable one for me. ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR FUTURE GUYS!

LOVE,
THERESA



HER DING TONG GANG ( since 14 feb 2008)

Dear Ding Tong Gang members,

we have the fate to know each other, it's my pleasure. You gals are truly awesome and truly crazy! hahas! though we had sorrows, misbelieving sometimes , But I believes our hearts still together will not separate till we left this world........................................................................
I would like to thank Jamie, Jaslin, Kailing, Hui wen and Esther when I was injured my knee you gals helped me a lot thank you so much gals! Your warm hearts I'll not forget and the laugher we create makes me humor too hahas! we always the ding tong gang forever and ever till ever.......... we'll united together forever gals you are love by me! STAY PRETTY ALWAYS!

LOTS LOVE,
THERESA :)

Her life

Since when I was a little gal, I knew that my parents had a hard time to find nannies for me.
But i knew that they didn't regret to give birth me because they love me so much till they make me feel satisfied. Before my mum gave birth to me, actually there's a sibling to accompany me. My heart breaks when i heard this tragic matter I can't believe my mum miscarriage once before she give birth to me.

Unfortunately, I was born not long ago after the tragic happened. Maybe I have no fate with my late sister or brother neither my parents. It's weird to hear that my mum said I was born in a black out. Ohmygosh! I could say my mum she's a herorine............. Mummy I love you forever and ever.......... Dear mummy, I'm sorry if I'm not filial sometimes.......... as I'm so sturborn and mischiveous. You are my love, you are my everything. Dear Daddy, you too I 'm so secure to be with you ............. you are my everything I hope you will get well faster as i wanna do lots of thing with you ...........

Now, I'm already grown up it's my turn to take care my love ones........ I will treasure them before it's too late.............. =[



There's miracle when you believe to daddy my beloved dad

:)

HAPPY BELATED 7 th ANNIVERSARY DING TONG GANG!

DTG TRULY CRAZY! ;D

Daddy's girl

Sunday! Daddy and I stayed at home today. Hey daddy no need to apologize I knew that you're tired. It's my fault too I woke up late mummy reminded me to pray grandma and grandpa because today is mid-autumn festival. Without hesitation, have a quick shower and left home immediately! Ohmygosh! the queue was freaking long I knew i've to wait. Theresa, it's a punishment for you should woke up early aren't you?





Hahas this handsome gentleman serve me oh i'm honoured! Oh what am I thinking about? I'm insane! Here's the conversation:





Man: Yes! what dishes you want?


Me: I would like to have two packets of noddles same vegetables. Next I want vegetables to put separately.


Man: you mean in containers?


Me: yes you're right!


Man: alright, total $11.30


So I gave him $15 and get the change, and he told me " Thank you, Goodbye"


Oh that's awesome!





Back home, I asked daddy to shift the table out as we gonna prayed my grandparents today.


Afternoon, went to Jing yi's house for prayer and met Hui Ping, CYY and Jing yi's brother.


hahas have a great chat with them :) yeah! guys looking forward for our sports day yea?


captain's ball! cool :D

At night, Daddy and I watched " Herbie fully loaded" which cast at channel five today. Truly awesome ! Daddy and I enjoyed the movie. Mummy was busy cleaning the kitchen, at last she joined us watching hahas united! we were all laughing profusely! I love the racing part it was so COOL! In conclusion, I will consider to get a driving license in future I thought about racing too however, it 's too dangerous well, hopefully I'll pass to get an offically driving license.

Her heart breaks whenever she saw daddy suffers