HAPPY BIRTHDAY INADVANCE ESTHER! :)





My dearest daddy 'I love you';

I think of you each day.
I feel your arms around me,
that's how I get through my days.
Your looking down upon me,
to guide me on my way
,but its very hard without you,
each and every day.
People always tell me,the grieving will subside.
But how can it get better,without you by my side.
No matter how hard they try,to help me with this pain,
I am all consumed by thinking,It will never be the same.
I know one day we'll meet,in the Heavens up above.
It's the one thing that helps me,to never forget your love.
My dearest Daddy, I love you,Your with me every day.
I will keep this love within me,until that beautiful day...










Day after Days,
Night after Night,
The world moves as I stay still.
Staring at my plain dark bedroom wall.
Mother knocks on my door,
but I feel too numb to answerShe cries,
but I motionlessly don't answer.
I lie on my bed,Screaming in my head.
Pain forever with me never leaving.
It goes with me everywhere.
Like my shadow,Constantly there.
Now my sister turning into darkness.
She will before long be just like her brother.
And mother will soon give in.
The echo of glass breaking,
The sound of my mother screaming,
And me still emotionless as I lay.
The doors are slamming
.More glasses breaking.
And me just falling,
With no delay.Now the house grows dark.
Only the noise of the wind and the crickets grows.
And for me I have now been swallowed by the darkness.
And all my fears have come true.