Till we meet again

Yesterday meet up with PY at Bugis. I arrived first because i just alight one stop of train station.
Hahas she ran towards me, and said:" Sorry, I'm late." I told her it alright i understand. (: At this precise moment, she smiled and ran towards me, make me feel warm and contented though she's a bit late. :D

We headed to the ATM machine as she wants to withdraw money. I felt awkard because hardly people treat me a meal can say seldoms. It's honoured to have a good dinner with her as we were chatting about our childhood times think back, it's a bit silly. While chosing the foods on the menu, she asked me :"which one is better? i feeling like eating all." I said:" let's tell the cook make it three in one meal.? lols" she griggles.

After dinner, went to national library have a stroll at there. Glanced some books and heading back to MRT station. we bidgoodbye to each other at the platform. However, the train arrived which travels to Pasir Ris was too packed. We laughed and chatted again finally, our trains arrived we boarded the train and headed back home.



Though, it's a bit tedious, during the date but i enjoy dating yesterday! (:

I have been hearing this for years
you just can't change your mind?
why? you were so sturborn

what can i do?
suffering the pain,
that i can't feel

Your sturborness has been years.
would you change it?

Nobody will help you
unless you help yourself

this really stress me
seriously. It does

Learn to be independence

Early morning, went to Supermarket bought some goceries that mummy ordered me to buy as we were preparing for tomorrow's tang qin. Without hesitation, i bought the trolley along with me and set off for marketing.

Reached white sands, the place was so crowded. I kept shifting my trolley because i'm afraid that i'll hurt or injured to others i was so cautious.lol Finish marketing went back home immediately. Mummy said: " Why didn't you buy ketchup?" I said: YES! in an aggressive manner. >.< "Please checked is in the bag." Mummy: Oh! sorry sorry.

Late afternoon, helped mummy to make the wanton balls hahas i folded liked a fan shape.
this year, mummy minimise her cooking because she's sick and daddy illness not fully recovered yet. I'm worried. >.<>
Well, i am.

At night, went to tian guo for lesson. It's pretty rare that shan ru sat with me in the bus while heading to tian guo and back home. We had a casual chat and shared each others opinons of schooling and overseas issues. (:


she's bearing it and holding on........

You were not beside me
when i need you
my mind is all about you
BUT you can't be bothered.

I felt that i'm useless
i'm not pretty as the girls out there
i'm not capable as the girls out there


But i knew that i have the dignity to tell you,
I'm not afraid to face the challenges

You think of me
but i didn't know
I believe our hearts it's still together

We shared our moments together
when will do that again?
it's keeps wondering me

Are we still together?
or just a stranger to become friends?

I'm afraid.
I'm afraid of all
the fear is coming
the cold war had started
just wondering when will it be ending the cold war?


We did treasure last time,
it seems to be over
it's breaks like an egg to my heart



She is uncertain .......

BORED!

HAPPY 8th ANNIVERSAY TO DING TONG GANG!

I screwed up during the " New hire Oritentation Programme" the time spent in the Mercury room was grossed and it's killing me! The worst was Tanya who came from New Jersey, I need to have effective listening because she speaks l as fast as a bullet train. Well, she is a trainee at the fairmont front desk she will be the future front desk manager i guessed.

We had been chatting since yesterday. She was asking me how's the tofu? actually it's beancurd not tofu. Hahas chill tanya. She is friendly and socialitze person. I hope we can chat more about hospitality issues.

She misses her lovely gals badly

A close touch
she didn't sense before
this feeling had been a period
will it be forever like this?

You hurt me as if you didn't knew it
till you realised it
it was too late

You say bad words to me
I always kept within in my heart
it was so painful till it's like a needle poking it.

Once upon a time,
you knew me
but it just a story
will it be reality?

I felt silly sometimes
silly like a country bumpkin
but it's alright I'm silly because I have my own good personalities

She is a simple girl
who lives in a complicated life
how complicated was it?
she doubts
well, let's god to decide

Back to her ex school

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMANDA!

Early morning, mummy prepared breakfast for me. Thank you mummy! the tuna sandwich was really delicious! yummy! That's make my day a beautiful one.

Both of us left home around 6:45am. Perfect! the bus arrived on time for today that's strange.
Anyways, we were not late.Board the train mummy and I slept till city hall. When you feel sleepy, you'll felt that the jouney of the train travels very fast. We alight together and walked in separate ways.

I walked to the empolyee entrance, scanned my stupid "J card" it's tooks me five minutes to scan shit! almost everyday the same situation.

After work, meet up with Farhana at the school main gate as we wanna get our testimonals. Mr collin!
you did not change still the same old joker! hahas. lol



she miss her teachers lots

She's tired terribly tired
you woke me up but I was still dreaming
she dreamt till she forgot about everything.........

Please give me your lap
I want to lie on it
Don't avoid it
I really need your lap and shoulder to lie on.............

You used to tell bedtime stories,
she wanna listen to it once again.


Now, close my eyes
here's comes your warm

That's Unbelievable!

First day of my attachment how to explain pretty cool.
Met Lavin while walking towards to the employee entrance. I didn't noticed at first suddenly i realised a person stand close to me. I gave her a Shock looking expression.
Both of us look lethargic as we sound sleepy. >.<

Lavin told me that she slept at 1am last night. Ohmy gosh! She looks tired and sleepy neither me.

It's fun and interesting working with maju because she's the joker in communications department.


Oh Melvin, I'm your baby? so who are you to me? my babysister? LOL!
( my manager, who describes me so random.)



She's happy but her happy it's just within a second...........

You shared the priceless happiness with me,
but will it be forever?
within a second, i feel the warm in you gave to my heart however,
it just shattered like a bullet train.


You were the one who's shine on me
which was too bright that I can't find you.

All of sudden, there's so many random thoughts in my mind.
Am I always alone?
I wondered

You captured my minds
but I didn't awared about it
till this winter, it's too cold to answer it

I've just awaken a few seconds,
I knew the truth
But it's hard to break the truth in my heart.

I would like to have a shoulder
Unfortunately, you were not beside me

I believe there is miracle
I believe there is a hope which I wanted so much
I believe there is fate in life
I believe there is a god watching over us
I believe always look at the brighter side
I believe everyone has it's own talent
I believe after I die, people will grieve
But it's ok because I believe

HAPPY BIRTHDAY INADVANCE ESTHER! :)





My dearest daddy 'I love you';

I think of you each day.
I feel your arms around me,
that's how I get through my days.
Your looking down upon me,
to guide me on my way
,but its very hard without you,
each and every day.
People always tell me,the grieving will subside.
But how can it get better,without you by my side.
No matter how hard they try,to help me with this pain,
I am all consumed by thinking,It will never be the same.
I know one day we'll meet,in the Heavens up above.
It's the one thing that helps me,to never forget your love.
My dearest Daddy, I love you,Your with me every day.
I will keep this love within me,until that beautiful day...










Day after Days,
Night after Night,
The world moves as I stay still.
Staring at my plain dark bedroom wall.
Mother knocks on my door,
but I feel too numb to answerShe cries,
but I motionlessly don't answer.
I lie on my bed,Screaming in my head.
Pain forever with me never leaving.
It goes with me everywhere.
Like my shadow,Constantly there.
Now my sister turning into darkness.
She will before long be just like her brother.
And mother will soon give in.
The echo of glass breaking,
The sound of my mother screaming,
And me still emotionless as I lay.
The doors are slamming
.More glasses breaking.
And me just falling,
With no delay.Now the house grows dark.
Only the noise of the wind and the crickets grows.
And for me I have now been swallowed by the darkness.
And all my fears have come true.

I thought I was strong
You were so confident
However, nobody listen.
no one believes me.

It was just a thought afterall.
bear in mind, and work on it.
whatever has been done, it has been done

I've suffered the fears and unwanted things in my mind.
I've bearing it for years.
so you're asking me

I wondered.